fragments of memories

and we’re off!

grabe ang tagal kong hinintay itong araw na ito. DUMATING DIN! hindi man ako super excited ngayon, i’m sure naman mamaya maeexcite na rin ako kapag paalis na kami. first international trip with friends kaya ito. at sabi nga ni ate mavic kanina, first trip namin ni mon as a couple!

pero hindi lang yun ang kinakasaya ko, magcecelebrate rin kami ng 3rd monthsary namin sa trip na ito! parang sinadya lang, ‘no? :)

hindi ko ipapromise na makakapagpost ako ng pictures pagbalik namin, baka mangyari nanaman ulit yung nangyari sa sagada. hehe. pero i’ll try my best na lang!

o siya, biyahe na!

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thanks pards!

Malaking kagalakan at dapat kahangaan ang pag-angat ninyo mula sa dating baitang. Kayo ma’y nahirapan o napuyat minsan, ang mga ito’y nasuklian ng isang karangalan. Ako ma’y natutuwa dahil ako’y isa OSA kahit saglit pa lamang ang ating pagsasama. Karangalan mo ay karangalan ng koponan. Sana iyong ipagpatuloy ang iyong nasimulan.

-pards

Ang tulang nasa itaas ay ang tulang inialay ni Mr. Ramil R. Segui para sa mga na-promote at na-upgrade ngayong taon. Congrats samin!

Promotion: Zara Kristin G. Madridejos

Upgrade: Jenny Lynn K. Abarabar; Jan Michael S. Lim

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crash and burn

When you feel all alone and the world has turned its back on you, give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart.

 I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you. It’s hard to find relief and people can be so cold.

When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can’t take anymore, let me be the one you call. If you jump, I’ll break your fall, lift you up and fly away with you into the night. If you need to fall apart, I can mend a broken heart. If you need to crash then crash and burn. You’re not alone.

When you feel all alone and a loyal friend is hard to find, you’re caught in a one way street with the monsters in your head.

When hopes and dreams are far away and you feel like you can’t face the day, let me be the one you call. If you jump, I’ll break your fall. Lift you up and fly away with you into the night. If you need to fall apart, I can mend a broken heart. If you need to crash then crash and burn. You’re not alone.

‘Cause there has always been heartache and pain. And when it’s over you’ll breathe again.

You’ll breath again.

When you feel all alone and the world has turned its back on you, give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart.

 Let me be the one you call. If you jump I’ll break your fall, lift you up and fly away with you into the night. If you need to fall apart, I can mend a broken heart. If you need to crash then crash and burn you’re not alone…

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While i was listening to this song, every being who became close to me flashed through my head. I’m looking for the one person who fits this song perfectly. Isa lang ang naisip ko. Si God lang.

Thank you Lord for making me realize that no matter how bad my day went by today, You are here to comfort and console me. And suddenly, I know that everything’s going to be alright.  —Love, Jen

PS: Ate J, thank you for your kind words and prayer :)

Posted by Jen in Insights, Lyrics, Weblog

bakit love na love ko si raymond santos?

hmm…

  • kasi pogi siya, 
  • kasi magaling siya sa lahat ng bagay,
  • kasi matalino siya,
  • kasi soulmate ko siya,
  • kasi ni-aalagaan niya atoh,
  • kasi naiinspire ako sa kanya,
  • kasi napapafeel niya sakin na special atoh,
  • kasi swak kami sa pag-iisip,
  • kasi understanding siya,
  • kasi ni-iispoil niya atoh,
  • kasi nakikinig siya sa akin,
  • kasi ni-vavalue niya yung mga sinasabi ko,
  • kasi.. kasi.. kasi..
  • kasi siya si raymond matias santos. at lahat ng tungkol sa kanya ay mahal ko. no boundaries. no conditions. no questions asked. hands down mahal ko yan. bow.
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break in!!

good news: i broke in my first ever running shoes last saturday. yey! mon and i went jogging around the subdivision for 20 mins. promise, yun pa lang ang kaya ko. at halo pa yun ng takbo at lakad. si mon hindi man lang hiningal!

bad news: ang sakit ng legs kooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! grabe i swear, hindi ako makapaglakad ng maayos. i was late for 1 friggin’ minute this morning because i can’t run! kung hindi sana masakit yung legs ko mahahabol ko sana ang 8:30 but nooooooooo, talagang mineant ni Lord na ma-late ako ng isang minuto. isang minuto! akalain mo yun?!?!!?! hehe.. :)

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starlight, starbright, first star i see tonight. i wish i may, i wish i might, have the wish i wish tonight.

may mga winiwish ako.

1. sana makatanggap ako ng flowers sa office. – may nakita lang akong delivery guy kanina sa lobby may dalang isang bouquet of flowers. nainggit ako. ahem! kung meron mang magpapadala ng flowers, pwedeng pink carnations, yellow tulips  or yellow/blue roses. yung roses gusto ko super nakabuka na. hahahahaha!!! baka lang naman… :)

2. sana memorable yung greetings ng mga tao sa birthday ko. – to those of you who don’t know, december 31 ang birthday ko. alam niyo ba ang ibig sabihin nun? ……………tama! walang pasok pag birthday ko (akala niyo sasabihin ko new year ‘no?). akala nila masaya ang date ng birthday ko dahil nagpuputukan at nagsasaya lahat ng tao. pero ibig sabihin din nun, hindi ko nakikita ang mga kaibigan ko pag birthday ko. walang grand greetings sa school or work. nung pre-school ako, inggit na inggit ako sa mga kaklase ko na nagbibirthday sa school kasi ginagawan sila ng korona. promise! pauupuin siya harap facing the class tapos may isang boy at isang girl na maglalakad sa aisle from the back of the room tapos kokoronahan yung birthday celebrant. colorful na colorful yung korona na gawa sa cartolina. inggit na inggit ako. :(

naisip ko lang, kaya siguro hindi ko masyadong nafifeel ang birthday ko dahil nasasapawan siya ng mga holidays. yung mga gifts parang hindi na pinag-iisipan. masyado nang busy sa mga gawain. holiday trips at kung anu-ano pa.. hay sad face.

3. gusto kong magroad trip. – yung hindi nakaplano na road trip. yung tipong pupuntahan na lang ako sa bahay ng maaga tapos yayayain akong pumunta somewhere. nakakaexcite yun!

4. sana maranasan ko yung date na hindi ako nagplano or yung wala akong inputs. – tipong surprise date na well-planned out kung saan pupunta, anong gagawin. yung hindi ako tatanungin kung anong gusto kong gawin. nakaplano na lahat.

5. gumanda, sumexy, and everything pretty. – hmm, bakit ko pa winiwish ito? :)

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to my fan, i know who you are.

belat! :)

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subscriber can be reached

grabe ang haba ng hair ko… may sumusubscribe na sa blog ko! siguro crush ako nun..

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balita ko may nakasubscribe sa blog ko. balita ko bawat post ko may e-mail notification na sinesend sa kanya kaya updated na updated siya sa blog ko. sino kaya yun?

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a few of my favorite things..

here’s a list of the things i want to buy. it’s a mixture of wants and needs pero siyempre, mas marami ang wants. hehe.

1. jansport bag (want) – i saw this backpack in greenbelt 5 the other day. matte red ang color niya. very nice! pero maganda rin ang price. Php4,200! my gosh. at plain lang yun ha!

ayoko na ng jansport, the north face na ang gusto ko! may nakita ako sa trinoma, super ganda! super ganda rin ng price niya.. Php 5k+, almost 6k! *gulp* cross-out! check out the story here. :)

2. luggage (need/want) – technically, i don’t own any luggage bags. nakikihiram lang ako forever sa mama ko, sa ate ko.. i would like one of my own sana. a big, sturdy one. parang samsonite. hindi ko nga lang alam kung saan ako kukuha ng perang pambili ng samsonite.

3. touch screen cellular phone (want) – i’m still happy with my nokia E66 but everytime i see a touch screen phone i just swoon! grabe. so.cool.

4. spike shoes (need?) – once i start training for soccer, i’m definitely gonna need a pair of these. :)

5. travel (want–definitely!) – so many travel destinations await! i still have three travel destinations left for the remainder of the year. i just can’t wait!

*eto yata yung hindi ko ever macrocross-out kasi there are so many places to see in the world and i’m never gonna have enough money to visit them all. so for this reason, i will just state which places i want to go to.

  • singapore
  • malaysia
  • south korea
  • japan
  • europe, particularly france, italy, and spain
  • USA, particulaly california, orlando, and new york
  • canada, just to visit friends and relatives
  • el nido
  • bohol
  • cebu
  • marinduque

6. digicam (want/need) – i just can’t bring my SLR wherever. it’s so big and bulky! so i need a compact point and shoot. cross-out! i already have my Chesca! yup, she’s my sleek, pink digicam. i carry her around in all her 14.1 megapixel glory. woot! woot! :)

7. running shoes (need) – i don’t own a pair of running shoes in my life. sneakers gives me feetache. cross-out! adidas baby!!!

8. casio water resistant watch (need) – i have 2 beach destinations left and i just can’t live without a watch. exag.. can’t live daw oh.. arte.

9. everyday watch (want) – my fossil is almost 2 years old. me want a 2-tone casio. me want! me want! ;p

10. merrell trekking sandals (want) – ang ganda eh. ang ganda ganda… ang ganda ganda talaga. teka, nasabi ko bang maganda siya? ang ganda ganda…

11. philip stein watch – i’m really addicted to watches nowadays! i’m never been addicted to watches before but i realize that it makes such a great accessory! like it can make an outfit really sosyal. now i know why they say that accessories can make or break a look. you wouldn’t want to wear your odm with your evening gown, would you? :) anyway, i really like philip stein watches since i saw them in  gwynetth paltrow’s movie.  well, i’m not really sure if what’s in the movie is philip stein but it sure looks like it with its double clock in its face.

hayyy.. so many things, so little money!

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